I will trust my Intuition because it knows what is best for me in every situation.

Lately I’ve been questioning my Intuition without even realizing it, which is something I never want to do because it means I’m selling myself short. A person’s intuition is the line of communication between that physical, emotional, and spiritual human being and their soul. And in my opinion, each of our souls have been around for as long as man kind have, moving from human to human collecting lessons and knowledge that it will give to the next human being it inhabits. I’ve always felt that I had an old soul, even from the time I was small. There have been many times that I’ve ignored or neglected my soul and have suffered for it. I also believe that being aware of something about yourself is the first step to either changing it or embracing it. So now that I’m aware that I’ve been neglecting and ignoring my soul by not trusting my intuition, I’m setting the intention right now to Trust, Listen to, and Honor my Intuition, because my Soul has all the answers. 

I’m not going to lie,

Lately I have been having a very hard time. I know that this blog is about being positive and how like can be good and how important it is to stay strong and positive, but sometimes its just not that easy. Through out my life, I’ve had my share of hard times, the majority of which I can not the been the cause of, but rather outside sources have come into my life and make it extremely difficult. These outside sources have led me to where I am, which is a life of intention, personal growth, and hope. But it gets really hard sometimes to life a life of such when things just don’t seem to go my way. I’ve learned recently that I tend to put all my eggs in one basket and hope that things will turn out the way I expect, but they rarely do. I know that some higher power is testing me and pushing me so that this too can make me a better person, for that is my purpose on this earth, to be the best person I can possibly be at all times. I’ve been trying very hard lately to allow myself to feel the emotions that come into my life, to acknowledge the needs that need to be acknowledge, to allow myself room to grief the losses and the pain that I have. Pain that seems to be extreme and unforgiving and not letting up. I know that there is hope and I know that I can get through this, but right now it just hurts so much. I hope my followers can understand why I haven’t been posting much on this blog, for the simple fact that I’m struggling to live my life in a positive manner, never the less have positivity to share with all of you. I am doing my best, and right now that is all I can do. Please be patient with me, for this too shall pass.  

I’ve had my highs and lows lately and I’ve let myself feel the emotions that needed to be felt and I acknowledged the needs that needed to be acknowledged. 

Today, I will be happy. Today will be good.

everything you think. everything you do.

decides who you are. decides what you are. 

stay positive. 

I have the power

to decide when I’m happy or when I’m going to have a good day. I also have the power to decide when I’m going to be sad or angry or when I’m going to have a bad day. Now, that being said, people might assume that because I have the power to always be happy, that I would take advantage of that, but in actuality, I don’t. In order to have a happiness which can hold my sadness and anger and depression, which is a main goal of mine, I need to let myself feel these “negative” emotions, because they too tell me what my needs and desires are. If I walked around happy all the time, I would be denying myself very important needs, because those “negative” emotions are the markers for when my needs aren’t getting met, just as “positive” emotions are the markers for when my needs are getting met. Everyone has the power to decided when their happy and when their not, its just a matter or how often you listen to when your emotions are telling you and what your needs are and make an effort to get them. :D

I realize the Universe is testing me and I feel that I am passing with flying colors. I know that I am strong. I know that I can make it. I know that I will make it. 

I will think before I speak.

I will be more honest even if my honesty could offend someone.

I’m sitting in the car with my two best friends heading to Miami and were listening to a spiritual podcast. Right now the woman on the podcast is talking about being grateful especially for small simple things. And through this I’ve realized how grateful I am for this like I have. I’m so lucky. This is the first time in my life I am really and truly happy. So I wanted to share what I’m grateful for.

I am grateful for my wonderful friends and my sweet family whom I finally feel close to.
I am grateful for my house and my porch and my bed.
I am grateful for finally having happiness that is big enough to hold my anger and my sadness.
I am grateful to finally be close to my sister who I’ve felt so blocked off from.

Now tell me what are you grateful for?